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Apr. 4th, 2011 | 04:31 pm

I'm chilling on another account to take a break from all the bullshit of my past and uploaded some new things.
After nearly a month I'll come clean:

I finally found someone who treats me right. Hes amazing and things just happened between us. He treats me so good and we're both in pain from our ex's and we're constantly their for each other both mentally and physically. Outside of our romance, we have so much fun being friends, nothing is awkward between us and we're beyond compatible. We both have mind sets that run together about everything and I
m beyond happy that we got together (even though it was completely at random, I'm serious when I say this)!
We've had our eyes on each other for months but we're to skittish to say anything until I made my move haha. Good shit but I won't say any more. ;D

Anyway, ask for my new FA if you want it :D

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Mar. 6th, 2011 | 01:35 pm

I will be busy with a whole fuck ton of things from now til the 14th-15th.
So yeeep.
Like anyone reads this garbage :/

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Feb. 20th, 2011 | 04:29 pm

Why is it when I have to do my school work, I always want to stop and draw a million and one things!

I wanna draw my little adoptables that KaciFox bough for me a while back and draw a few of my other adoptables from other situations! Oh man this blows so much dick.

/gloomily goes back to researching


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Feb. 14th, 2011 | 05:57 am

Happy Valentines Day :D

I will never, ever, EVER be negative about this day; at least not since Keith asked me out 3 years ago to the date. Even though we're no longer together I still adore this day and get all giddy and happy thinking about it. I'm a sucker for love and lovey dovey shit <3
I have a lame-o thingy up for Keith on FA. I plan to pull a few more things for one or two more people even if its a bit late, but once again, this year I didn't want to focus on a shit ton of people :C
Sorry. Maybe next year I'll have a plan a few weekend's before the actual date LOL

++++ I am obsessed with the Chronicles of Riddick. Oh man, there is something wrong with me haha! I bought the 3 disk collection for $10 the other night at Walmart [SUCH A DEAL] and watched all three movies the other night and now I am in love. ;u;
I've seen the last Riddick movie a million times but never from start to finish and would always wonder what the fuck is going on, but now I've seen all 3, the story liiiiiiiiiiiine <3
I'm a sucker for hardcore, manly men with primal instincts, social issues, romantically challenged and gorgeous eyes [AND HE CAN SEE AT NIGHT FUCK YEAH]
Plus he likes crazy puppies and knows how to survive pretty much ANYTHING. How the fuck could you not love this character? <3

[also Vin Diesel --> you're so fucking sexy stop being gay or being rumored gay ;A; ...wait I do have that strap-on haha]

I'm so guilty of wanting to draw him as an angry puppy thingy with Blaine.

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Feb. 12th, 2011 | 10:59 am

My dad hit my car this morning ;A;
It cracked and fucked up my back driver's side bumper [but didn't do any damage to the body or frame]
So until Tuesday [probably] my shit will be cracked.

I'm so upseeeeet ;A;

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Feb. 7th, 2011 | 08:34 pm

2 things bros, that happened today that make me RAGE.

#1: I had a big group project due in one of my classes and it was AWFULLY important which make me super angry when NO-ONE contacted me. EVER. And I was group leader. No-one but me posts their phone number online so it was hella hard trying to make sure everyone did their work. ALSO. I hate doing everyone's work FOR THEM. Which I almost did but didn't because I assumed THEY would do it.
I busted my ass on a pamphlet, printed out 30 copies back and forth. That was my half. 
Two other people copied down the info from some slides but didn't bother to memorize what it was about.
And the other guy was suppose to make an in class assignment for everyone to do.

And theeeeeeeeeeeeeeen. No-one let me talk about my pamphlet which killed our presentation. Which killed out grade.
And because I took responsibility and didn't lie to our teach about something, my grade got cut in half. So basically I'm failing hella hard core because of dumb ass people. :/

#2: I took Keith to H&R Block to file his taxes. It wasn't much but I thought it would be a good learning experience for him. THANK THE GODS I WENT WITH HIM. Since I run a small business on my own, practically, I deal with privacy discloser information. I know what paper work means when the general public doesn't.
What pisses me off is that they have all this paperwork slapped together all jankety like and in big letters it says SIGN HERE FOR DIS-CLOSER and in itty bitty letters it tells you what your signing away for them to sell willy-nilly.:

Your full name and address, your signature, your social-ID number, your phone number, your email, your banking info, and how much money you have/made.

When I seen how this was I approached the front counter and told them I didnt understand. They basically informed me I should sign all my info away because that would mean I don't want them to sell my shit; they told me to do what I didn't want to do.
I told them: "Hey, I run a small company, I know what this shit is. Don't try to fool me jackasses, where is the head-honcho. I'd like to speak with someone. NOW."
They didn't like me there ;D

They promised me they had made a mistake, the forms were new and they didn't understand what I had been asking [yeah right] and let me talk with someone who dance around every question I had for them.
In the end they got fed up that I wasn't buying their bullshit and advised that me and Keith should go else where. BUT, first they wanted to take everything he signed. I said no that we were taking it.
They tried to argue but I gacked the paperwork anyway and we left.

-I'm failing school due to losers in my group
-The government doesn't like how educated I am with paperwork as they were trying to steal Keith's info

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for the bestie <3

Feb. 3rd, 2011 | 08:47 pm

cause you listen to all my shit hahaha

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Finding Happiness

Jan. 25th, 2011 | 11:40 pm

I'm at a shitty point right now. I'm like in fucking limbo between going downhill with everything and going even further than I ever had to be happy. This is really sucky and I fucking hate feeling this way. I'm sick of making a step forward to make two steps back all the time with everything; and I seriously mean everything.

Although I've been having some mega awesome days but they are to far and few in between to really keep me going. I feel selfish when I say things like that, but I have never been independent when it comes to happiness. As in: I was always a foul and vile person until Keith came around and he made me super happy. But now that we're broken up I've been on this life journey trying to find personal happiness and all I can come up with is when I'm doing something for myself I'm happy. Like drawing for myself, or driving around, or hanging with bros, or hanging with family I never get to hang with, pursuing my own interests.

But then I get guilty because I'm not finishing up my to-do list for other very fast, or I'm not paying full attention to the car lot, or the fact I don't spend time with certain friends or family members because in my eyes they bring me down.

I mean I don't want to be a wild child, but I also don't believe I should be a people pleaser. But I have such an issue with social standards I get afraid I go to far when I do things for myself. I'm shameless when it comes to making myself happy. I do what I want when I want. BUT this doesn't mean I'm out partying or fucking random people [actually I haven't had sex in nearly 2 months D8]. All it means is that when I'm not happy with someone or a situation I just tell them "hey this is awfully sucky I don't want this anymore" and proceed to walk/drive off. And when I want something or want to hang out with someone I tell them "hey I wanna hang with you when is the best time for this?" and/or proceed to walk/drive to my destination in mind.

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Jan. 23rd, 2011 | 12:39 pm

In light of recent events I decided to make a community here on LJ.
Its: 2% Furry

I'm not trying to make a hate group but good God, sometimes the community on fA or any other furry site can get over whelming.
Like people defending Zoo/Beastiality? Or worse people who defend cub/baby/child porn?
I can't stand it anymore :C
It makes me want to leave fA.


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Sup Bros

Jan. 21st, 2011 | 07:18 pm

This is my best friend Jackal <3
His feets and eyes and personality make my world 50million times better when I'm down.

Hes outside my window tearing up an old doll and screen window stuff that they tore down recently.
I love my Germans! :D

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